As the concerned resources say, you meet around eighty thousand people in your lifetime. And, they vary from place to place, person to person, and ideology to ideology. But, have you ever come across a situation, where you keep meeting the same person, in disguise? Different physicality, different mindset, but the exact freaking person on the inside? It breaks my heart honestly to know how God gives you signals of having good people around yourself. Sadly, even though God gave me enormous signals to keep peace around myself, God kept on sending that one person in disguise. At this point I am so done, I want to seek blatant answers, why is it so difficult to accept and move on? Why is it so difficult to prioritize the right situation, each time? I know I have faults, I have my own share of unnegotiable mistakes in life, but, honestly, I cannot help it anymore. I get stuck with the wrong people, who fuck me up all over. Each time. The one time I know of what I want and the dire...
This one is for all the friends who have been there from the beginning and sticked through it all. I don't think I would have been able to fight the battles alone. Thank you for all the love shared. I love you guys more than what you can imagine. I owe you this one. ~ When I was young, I was largely an introvert. I did not like making friends, going to birthday parties of people and hanging out with them. I spend most of my time alone, by myself, observing people and their actions. That’s when covid hit us. It was a massive breakthrough for me. I met someone, who changed my view entirely toward life. I had a friend then, a female (who we can not name due to personal reasons), who introduced me to this guy. He was himself an introvert. We didn’t click in the start. I still remember the first meeting very clearly, it was awkward, but full of unexpected destinies. Slowly, due to some unforeseen tragedies that hit him, he was left all alone. One day in 2021 or 2022, ...